initially everything has been fine and has been depending less on baby...
but when i was about to slp, felt giddy even when i tried to slp.
soooo insecured.
stupid and random thoughts came into my mind once again.
sms-ed suxian today and was glad and felt comforted when she sms me :
"I can assure you that God loves you more than anyone else in this world and you are safe in HIS Arms."
He loves me and longs to protect me and that I love Him back.
He's always that sweet.
esp when I face problems, He sent His precious gems to help me.
I just want to be so secured in Him.
its hard for me.
but not for God.
I will perserve on de.
I know its so hard.
