This week, started work...
took half day on friday and went to SYFC camp which is at Bukit Gombak.
It was a nice place and the sessions were enriching.
Thank God for that.
Gal 2:20
20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
sometimes me myself don't even know what im thinking about.
I know what hinders me and what are the things I love so much so that I can't surrender to God.
but through this camp, I felt that yaaa I must surrender.
even my dearest dearest thing/person.
the thought of it makes my heart felt so heavy and the tears that won't stop.
It's a long long journey.
But I live with hope that God is the Only One who is in control.
He reigns.
As rhe bible says, the spiritual warfare is indeed so real.
Some people may not have experienced it but i did.
I'm sure God has a purpose for it.
and may His Will be done.
My God is the same God who brought the Isralites out of egypt into the promised land...
He's also the God who created this universe.
The same God who departed the red sea....
The same God who love u and me so much that He gave us His One and Only Son and has surpassed death.
The sins He never committed.
The debts He did not owe.
And what He wants is only me surrendering my life...
the person I love most.
but its so hard.
so much that it hurts.
Can I be like Abraham?
who even sacrificed his son...
his most precious son?
i finally know the struggle.
Romans 8:28
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
jiayou jiayou.
no matter how big the struggle is...
jiayou jiayou.
God is with me.
Its Him who lives in me (:
shoo shoo. no more tears ler.
One day,He'll uplift us ^^
